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Things got interesting this weekend. William had another week moment and HAD to text me to make sure I wasn’t forgetting about him too soon (um ew). Of course, I had to weather another emotional storm and go through the, metaphorically speaking, PTSD that followed afterwards. It’s so stupid because he still wants time but also wants to continue to be connected with me.

I’m gonna keep this long story short:

Back in December, I began writing letters to William in my diary. We were going through some problems and I thought it would be good to document my feelings so that maybe one day he could read them again and we could better our relationship with his newfound understanding of my feelings. Well, we broke up and I still have all the letters. He wanted me to send them to him, so I’m going to.

I worked out an entire system (which you can see on the calendar above, the pink and purple events) that consists of when I plan to mail each letter and an estimated date of when they will arrive. The amount of effort I put into this is almost embarrassing but honestly, what have I really got to lose?

I feel like I’m living in a drama/romance novel. Now, there are even love letters involved.

-Lilly.

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