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4/13/2012
Hmm, today was not so eventful. I dealt with the usual drag of class in the morning and that basically was all a blur. I came home and was inspired by Katy Perry’s new single: “Part of Me”. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Fko7_SV3Lc&ob=av2e I posted … Continue reading
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Tagged boyfriend, boys, break ups, breakup, cake balls, cheating, love, moving on
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Love letters to William.
Things got interesting this weekend. William had another week moment and HAD to text me to make sure I wasn’t forgetting about him too soon (um ew). Of course, I had to weather another emotional storm and go through the, metaphorically speaking, PTSD that followed afterwards. It’s so stupid because he still wants time but also wants to continue to be connected with me.
I’m gonna keep this long story short:
Back in December, I began writing letters to William in my diary. We were going through some problems and I thought it would be good to document my feelings so that maybe one day he could read them again and we could better our relationship with his newfound understanding of my feelings. Well, we broke up and I still have all the letters. He wanted me to send them to him, so I’m going to.
I worked out an entire system (which you can see on the calendar above, the pink and purple events) that consists of when I plan to mail each letter and an estimated date of when they will arrive. The amount of effort I put into this is almost embarrassing but honestly, what have I really got to lose?
I feel like I’m living in a drama/romance novel. Now, there are even love letters involved.
-Lilly.
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Tagged break up, calendar, drama, drama novel, ical, love letters, love notes, moving on, romance novel, romantic
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2/10/2012
Today was my first day working at Tommy Hilfiger. It was sooo lovely! All of my coworkers are the coolest people. I didn’t feel like awkward at all! I got a lot of free clothes too which is SOOO awesome. … Continue reading
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Tagged break up, eye contact, heartache, imagine, moving on, new job, tommy hilfiger
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you have to let it go for it to come back.
I was so angry on the treadmill. Mine and Williams conversation ended in a completely stupefied way. I was incredibly pissed and I held him accountable. Then I realized something really important. Deep down, the only thing I really want … Continue reading
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Tagged dara maclean, forgiveness, let it go, moving on, treadmill
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